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Wednesday, 6 August 2008 @ 6:27 pm


Finally got the time to blog . Extra busy last few days { as always ,_, } . Practically no homework today ;D Today's RG was funfunfun . ;D

PSLE Oral will be in like 1 week more . x.x Eff ! D;
PSLE means mega-loads to me . & I got this feeling I just cant do well . Especially Oral . & I cant afford to slack or screw it D; . If only got through DSA D; .

Eff-ing stress , I cant take it . With you on my mind , really dont help at all . I dont wanna like you . & yet , leaving you is just a impossible . Your attitude has been eff-ing bad , I dont give a damn . Please , ap with me more often , maybe perhaps I'll not like you anymore . PSLE ahb-viously waay more important than you . Perhaps I have to forget everything & leave it behind . Not like we'll get into the same secondary school anyway x.x Efffff . Idkk whattheheck is happenning to me . Everytime I see a homework , I feeling like puking . It's not Eliza anymore . Eliza the eff-ing devil is back to torture . I want to complete my homework . I want to . But always , I end up copying everything in school . / Not handing up my homework . & My parents still thinks I hand in every piece of my homework . My teachers believe I hand them up , so no sms-es is sent to my parents . &I feel eff-ing guilty about tht . Though I know in my heart , its wrong to do so . It wont help me at all . But it has become a habbit . I want to change it . I just cant . Helpp , seriously , help . Noone can , not even me . Over the weekends , I'll reflect & see wht I can do . I will try not to copy & not hand in my work late . Im trying really hard . But whenever I see a piece of honework , esp. maths , I wanna puke . D; This isn't me . Yet ... Everything's gone wrong again . Yet I act like nothing has happened , so happy & high on the outside . Effff D;
Resolutions for the last lap ; Hand in my work on time without copying from WenYu { Wendyy ;D } / HuiShi / Hengyi / Wongzhen / anyone . Do well for my oral . Its eff-ing important , really . I try & try to do well all the time . But I just cant . Idkk , idkk how to solve everything ..

I want a friend , whom I can tell all my problems to . D;

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